I saw you there
the other day
I looked at you
you looked away
I wasn’t good for you
you weren’t good for me
If I could go back
I’d have done things quite differently
We shared so much
I guess that was the problem
I got to know your dark side
and that’s what we had in common
We hid behind our lies
but I loved you
I guess that was
a stupid thing to do
And so it ended
as it should
but I didn’t erase you
but somehow you could
You made the choice
that I no longer exist
garbage on the curb
that somehow got missed
I saw you look my way
and you did so angrily
you once were self-loathing
now you’ve projected that on me
I saw you look at me
you were so near
you looked away
you made me disappear
Heartwrenchingly beautiful in a very dark way, Harley. I do so love your mind.
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Thank you. This posting came from one of the most hurtful moments in my life. I don’t understand how you can love someone and then stop loving them 100%. He’s an asshole anyway.
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I don’t get that, either. Some people just have to blow up that damn bridge.
There are others that love you unconditionally! 🙂
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Wow, what an incredible piece! I could definitely feel the situation through your eyes, the hopelessness and the lingering of what had been. I’m stunned by your writing talent 💙💜
~The Silent Wave Blog writer/Laina ❤️
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Thank you Laina, I appreciate your very kind words, I am not too sure if I am particularly talented but I guess one thing I learned to do, and blogging has helped, is to write from the heart – sometimes that’s not easy, sometimes it takes courage and sometimes it just comes out of nowhere. I appreciate the time you’ve spent on my blog and I have so much respect for the courage you have in sharing your experiences and the resiliency you demonstrate by facing life’s challenges. Hugs, Harlon
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I think many of us can relate to this. Not a word out of place. Nicely written.
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While reading that, it really evoked emotion, which is what writing is all about. It brought about some past experiences I had gone through. Great writing!
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What may be lost to one is gained by another…
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It’s easier to end a relationship if you are angry at the person and think of them as garbage. It’s not the mature way to do it, and in your case, couldn’t be further from the truth because you are treasure, but some people resort to that. The value is in the opportunity to learn from every relationship.
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I realize that out of desperation or a honeymoon stage that I gave a lot of people a lot more power than they deserved …kept dwelling on the failed attempt to bond with a Bozo …and it might sound terrible to refer to them as such but trust me I did not have high standards because I had too much shame and self-doubt so I aimed LOW lol ( but they were attractive) I guess
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