What is this feeling?
Is this what if feels like to be bent over backwards?
It’s just another feeling I can’t decipher
at least for now, but maybe after.
Does it really matter?
If I leave it unattended to, what will happen after?
All I can do is try my best to describe my feelings to you.
I don’t want you to worry about me
because that means I will worry about you.
That leads to awkward laughter.
I feel like I am a cliff’s edge
like a cliff in Dover.
My name is Cliff, someone said to me once,
why not just drop over.
It’s awkward, yes, but what would you rather.
I am at cliff’s edge
and there is this pull for me to jump over
I don’t want to jump but I feel it pulling
I feel I have no control over my thoughts
but at least I do over my actions.
I am at my cliff’s edge
and the best thing for me to do
is to mindlessly fall over.
So there’s my ever after.