So another year has gone by

So what is the deal with all about that?

I think the big deal is

I don’t exactly know where I am at.

I am open to uncertainty

I don’t know what to look forward to

There’s a lot of me’s that can come over me

I am just not sure which one I should look forward to.

There are moments of uncertainty

There are moments when I am aware and awake

Thinking, what am I doing here

Oh, for goodness’ sake.

What’s going on, what’s happening?

I wish I had someone who would ask those questions to me

but here, I am, as I am now

looking into a mirror asking those questions to me.