I am stepping out of one life and into another
it is a step in the right direction but it feels downwards
that is my conclusion.
I am settling in, I have settled down
it seems I am settling for less than I deserve
and that is cause for some confusion.
I am in the moment at this moment
it’s unclear to me why this moment is so scary
I am afraid and hope this moment is only my illusion.
I am living in the present tense
and living in the present feels pretty tense
that is why I am uncertain if I will ever find a solution.