At first I noticed it and then I kept seeing it – right in front of me. There are things I just do and there are ways of being that I can’t help but just be.

As I move through another orbit of personal growth, I think that I am becoming more like me, if that is at all possible. It is a strange feeling but the best way to describe it is like trying to make an involuntary motion, voluntary.

As I explore, it feels like I am getting closer to living a life that is real and that has true meaning. With each exploration, I feel stronger, although very little, if anything has changed in my life. For me, power comes from reconnecting with my values and reconnecting the circuit between my mind and my body.

Each journey can become so complicated and dark at times and yet at the end of each orbit, I am in the same place and feeling the same feeling; unsure. That is just the way it is going to be. It is built into the process.

The simple lessons becomes tough, but that’s not what’s really going on here right now.

I will live a life of constant learning  and that awareness will not always feel the same but it is all that I have and it is the person I am.

So nurture him.