Most of the time, I can’t sleep.

So I take pills.

A lot of the time, I get anxious.

So I try to focus on my breathing

or distract myself

and sometimes I take pills.

A lot of the time I feel like I am in pain.

I don’t want to be “that person” who complains about their pain

I don’t want to take pills

so sometimes I drink.

Most of the time, I am a good person,.

but all of the time. I can’t be fucking perfect.