My mind keeps spinning

is it because I am acutely aware

and the spin cycle is part of changing.

I am occupying myself

is this distraction

or have I become vacant?

Sharing experiences is helpful

but I find it hard

to feel genuinely connected.

I am feeling scattered

and that’s just me

it’s how it get.

What is this change?

for a moment I feel impatience

yet I know this will be good for real.