I can do anything, I can do nothing

I don’t know what is the right thing to do.

Music playing.

I introduce new feelings.

It’s not easy, but I embrace the collage.

Is this just my head spinning?

I feel sadness

I feel proud

I feel a sense of wanting and belonging.

Six of one, a half dozen of the other.

I was losing but now I feel I am winning

that feeling keeps changing

but I think I am getting through somehow.

One way or another.

I know that things will get better.