I descended into the darkness

to be aware of it all

stargazing

and waiting for the stars to fall.

I returned to the lightness

but I stumbled and fell,

battered and bruised

from where I hit the wall.

I am looking for goodness

and feeling it more

but there I was

passed out on the floor.

With all that is going on in this world

and all that is going on with me,

I am looking for goodness

for goodness’ sake.

Is it that easy?

Is that what is takes?

Physically, mentally and spiritual

I look forward to it all

The lighting is melancholy

but I think it’s just the beginning of my fall.