I descended into the darkness
to be aware of it all
stargazing
and waiting for the stars to fall.
I returned to the lightness
but I stumbled and fell,
battered and bruised
from where I hit the wall.
I am looking for goodness
and feeling it more
but there I was
passed out on the floor.
With all that is going on in this world
and all that is going on with me,
I am looking for goodness
for goodness’ sake.
Is it that easy?
Is that what is takes?
Physically, mentally and spiritual
I look forward to it all
The lighting is melancholy
but I think it’s just the beginning of my fall.