Being in the moment

can be difficult for me.

There are so many moments,

how do I find singularity?

My life is falling into pieces,

right before my eyes,

regarding the recent occurrence of events

that should be no surprise.

I am neither here nor there,

without a balanced state of mind.

I don’t think it’s any wonder

that the strength I need I can’t find.

The river is not deep,

the current is not strong,

I can keep moving forward

as long as I keep moving along.

I’m trying to find peace

with what’s going on inside

but it feels like a struggle

to find the balance with the outside.

It’s about change

about the way things are

I won’t let things alter the course

and carry me downstream too far.

If I tread lightly,

to my own self be good,

I can cross any obstacle

at least I think I could.

The river is not deep,

the current is not strong,

I can keep moving forward

as long as I keep moving along.