I feel I don’t belong sometimes
and sometimes at night I’ll reflect and cry
Other times I feel connected
and it happens often when I don’t try
It’s important to me
I am not going to fixate on why
there’s something missing
from me being my “I”
It’s that sense of belonging
and so I go, continuing to try.
I get it.
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I feel this way many times. Disconnected. Like I’m in the wrong place at the wrong time. Maybe it’s just a byproduct of being a Loner and a Solitary.
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I wonder about that too. I do crave a sense of belonging yet at the same time, I quite simply need time to myself. Like many things in life, I guess it’s about understanding and then finding that balance. Love, Harlon
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Being mostly an introvert by nature, I wonder if that is a component of feeling like we don’t belong sometimes. It’s interesting that feeling connected happens often when you don’t try. I’ve had that experience, too. I think it has something to do with not caring quite so much and being able to relax. Hugs to you, my friend.
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Thank you JoAnna, it’s cool that you should close on the power of being able to relax. Quite often my postings turn into learning experiences for myself and what I was feeling after this post, and in fact a lot lately in my life as I explore change, it just to relax. I can do this, don’t overthink it because I can do most of this on auto-pilot. Relaxing and perhaps some confidence – a nice combo platter. Hugs, Harlon
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Your I does fit
you are just to conscious
Of it
I go through it all the time
Like the big eye ball is watching
When it’s all in my mind
As always Sheldon
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Excellent rhythm to this, and thoughtful too.
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Thank you! 🙂 Harlon
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I love the yellow and purple…
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