Things change day to day for me
I’ve grown accustomed to feeling differently.
I couldn’t sleep last night
so I engaged my self in conversation.
I spoke of many things
but it ended up going in one direction,
it always seems to be all about me.
Where am I going
and who will I be?
I saw an asteroid tonight
it didn’t look like it was falling
I wonder sometimes
if I’ve simply missed my calling.
I am lonely
and I miss affection
and I’m getting accustomed to feeling indifferently.
do they ever stop?
Do they ever
reach the top?