I feel like I have been through a lot
at times it feels like too much
it feels like seasons are passing
and I am not turning out to be all I can be
and nothing is happening
I am becoming a lesser version of me
and it feels like I am trespassing.
I feel like I have broken so many of the rules
that feels like treason.
I guess what I really want
is someone to stay with and believe in me.
I guess what I really want to know,
God, and the power I never really invested in you,
can you tell me, is there a reason?