To Tell The Truth

I’ve started drinking

I’ve started smoking

It’s embarrassing to say

but I am not joking.

What does that say about me?

Am I living my life vicariously.

What does that say about me?

That I don’t care about me.

9 thoughts on “To Tell The Truth

  1. I’m sorry I haven’t been here lately. I think the fact that you’re writing about this might be a good sign. You’re being honest. I wonder what support groups are available and agree with the suggestion about therapist visits, that includes earth therapy cause I know how much you love being out in nature. πŸ™‚ You are in my thoughts and prayers, Harlon.

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  2. You’re overwhelmed with stress, family matters and internal struggles. You are placing the stress and anger on yourself, punishing yourself for what you can’t change.
    You might need to bump up your Therapist visits.
    Caregivers get paid in many forms. Ask for coverage of your essentials since you can’t work at this time.
    My grandparents gave me gas money, time for grocery shopping and it was their insistence. You work your ass of, time to speak up or hire a caregiver.

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