I’ve started drinking
I’ve started smoking
It’s embarrassing to say
but I am not joking.
What does that say about me?
Am I living my life vicariously.
What does that say about me?
That I don’t care about me.
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A Patient Voice 
That says that you have an immense opportunity to practice detachment given your favorable circumstances. Understand these things exist to aid us in transcending duality.
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I’m sorry I haven’t been here lately. I think the fact that you’re writing about this might be a good sign. You’re being honest. I wonder what support groups are available and agree with the suggestion about therapist visits, that includes earth therapy cause I know how much you love being out in nature. 🙂 You are in my thoughts and prayers, Harlon.
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Worse things have happened on September 11.
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I was expert at giving up my pipe – I had loads of practice. Maybe this time I’ve got it right
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It’s another way and you should find again… another way… 🙂
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Oh…dear Harlon! Chin up and stay strong. Try to go back to healthy living. Take care and Garfield hugs. Do not self destruct.
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You’re overwhelmed with stress, family matters and internal struggles. You are placing the stress and anger on yourself, punishing yourself for what you can’t change.
You might need to bump up your Therapist visits.
Caregivers get paid in many forms. Ask for coverage of your essentials since you can’t work at this time.
My grandparents gave me gas money, time for grocery shopping and it was their insistence. You work your ass of, time to speak up or hire a caregiver.
🙂
M
Hugs
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Hugs and love to you Harlon, don’t be too hard on yourself
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It is a choice. It is your life. You own it💛
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