I know I could be doing better, I know I could be doing more, but that’s not just within my mindset. I am doing what I can. I am contained in my own mind. I am doing what I need to do. I could be doing worse, I could be doing less. I have my own frame of mind. I am not doing nothing, but sometimes I am not doing anything at all.
Every day is a new snapshot and sometimes it may look like I am living in a still frame world, but things are always moving, things just don’t always have to move a lot or make a big noise. Yet, if I need to cry I will. If I want to sleep I will. In my mind I seem so far away from everyone, yet in my mind I can hear it every now and then, like I am part of a “hum”.
In my frame of mind, in my mindset, I think it’s good to leave space and time for distractions.
Well that’s just it really, really it’s just me. I am just trying.
I am trying hard to colour within the lines.
It’s just my frame of mind.