I can do anything, I can do nothing
I don’t know what is the right thing to do.
I introduce new feelings.
It’s not easy, but I embrace the collage.
Is this just my head spinning?
I feel sadness
I feel proud
I feel a sense of wanting and belonging.
Six of one, a half dozen of the other.
I was losing but now I feel I am winning
that feeling keeps changing
but I think I am getting through somehow.
One way or another.
I know that things will get better.